" Tell me, what's affecting you more in life?" Setting an aim is very important, I meant, a true aim and goal. Do not hesitate halfway and diverge your directions to small little little roads, branches. Walk on the right path towards the goal of life!Visualisation!Internships!
" Argggggghhhhhh...I seriously suffered in silence nowadays from the every aspect, academically, non-academically; conciously, subconciously." but this will be the last drop of tears that will be rolling down; deep down into my heart.
" If you have already done what you think is the best, just let things flow naturally, you wouldn't know what turns up at the end of the day, do not judge things too early, which is based on your early assumptions"
" Do your best and hope for the best!"
"14 days more before the most dreadful finals..."
"life can always be restart if you want to"
" If you planned to call it off to get back on track, just follow the path that follows. Do not always look back and regret. Your subconcious mind rules hence you did that." Deep in my heart, I knew that I'm not that accomodating till compromise my own priorities,timetable and also, the biological clock. I must get my own life and time!Everything meant to happen with a greater purpose in life.
"Own priorities always come first." I think, this is the worst thing I have done till changing my own schedule but no doubt, I had lotsa fun. I'm that playful huh...I gotta liberate myself from the carefree life I once had after form 6! Move on and don't live in the past!
I always believe, results speaks louder than words. When one is excel in studies, they will be labelled as smart regardless of their weakness in other field. This is what I have been labelled for the past 20 years, but not till now. The fact that I'm a bio student and has chosen in a wrong field in studies is only an excuse. A demotivational thought! Please, I'm gonna stop that. Look up on other biology students yet they're excelling if not surviving.
Those are things that my bff told me and kept lingering in my mind. I have been zombie for the whole semester. Perhaps it's the effect of being too relax in sem 3 and therefore brought forward the wrong attitude of studying. Or perhaps it's fac night, brass band practice or debate which dragged me?
Giving more and more excuses will eventually let one down.
I'm so gotta work hard for this study week. If anything just happens to pop up in my mind, I will think about the result slip in end of November!I don't wanna fail and retake!I must uphold the image my school! I must at least try my very best for God's sake, for my own future. Live life with no regrets!
I will get back on track if I think I can! Thanks to all of my bff! You guys meant a lot to me! :)
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
sighhhh
Being a candidate was never my wish, from the day I was chosen till now!
Nuisance! Do I have nothing better to do?
Nuisance! Do I have nothing better to do?
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Friends
How do we defined friends?
Though we see each other everyday , spent time together, sharing surfacial jokes and occasionally with some gossips.Do we consider as friends? Friends share their thoughts and feelings , though meet once in a while, friendship doesn't fade because every time they meet, they pour everything out from within, their experience and their outlook on life.
In contrast, acquaintances don't.The bond doesn't increase in line with the time spent together but the thoughts and feelings shared. Friendship is all about mutual understandings :)
Though we see each other everyday , spent time together, sharing surfacial jokes and occasionally with some gossips.Do we consider as friends? Friends share their thoughts and feelings , though meet once in a while, friendship doesn't fade because every time they meet, they pour everything out from within, their experience and their outlook on life.
In contrast, acquaintances don't.The bond doesn't increase in line with the time spent together but the thoughts and feelings shared. Friendship is all about mutual understandings :)
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
*** Is Very Touched***
To celebrate Abang Midun's birthday, we went out for dinner.
He didn't know the purpose of the outing, and when three of us treated him a meal, he felt so touched and erm sorry I would say?
Later he insisted on going to a hypermarket and bought us something to reciprocate us. I meant , isn't this is his birthday and he could easily say thank you and some appreciation words to save all these trouble.Three of us stunned there, the feeling of bliss and contended are there.I felt so full today and even burp in the car.LOL
To all,these stuffs couldn't be more ordinary than any other things else.And to a vain person like me, these things will never caught my attention but not till now.LOL The funny part is he packed them into three plastic bags and gave one of us each, like Santa Claus hahaa.
Not to be racist, sometimes Malays are better off than Chinese in the sense of the warmth and sincerity they showered their friends. He's not any richer but are willing to spend on us. In comparison, people always mumbled and grumbled that they're broke, they're poor etc but still on a spending spree, ain't they? Contradicting!
Long live our friendships which roots from the Indonesia trip! :)
He didn't know the purpose of the outing, and when three of us treated him a meal, he felt so touched and erm sorry I would say?
Later he insisted on going to a hypermarket and bought us something to reciprocate us. I meant , isn't this is his birthday and he could easily say thank you and some appreciation words to save all these trouble.Three of us stunned there, the feeling of bliss and contended are there.I felt so full today and even burp in the car.LOL
To all,these stuffs couldn't be more ordinary than any other things else.And to a vain person like me, these things will never caught my attention but not till now.LOL The funny part is he packed them into three plastic bags and gave one of us each, like Santa Claus hahaa.
Not to be racist, sometimes Malays are better off than Chinese in the sense of the warmth and sincerity they showered their friends. He's not any richer but are willing to spend on us. In comparison, people always mumbled and grumbled that they're broke, they're poor etc but still on a spending spree, ain't they? Contradicting!
Long live our friendships which roots from the Indonesia trip! :)
Monday, July 20, 2009
Disorganised!! Disorientated!!!
It's 1.52am now. I can't believe that I have just taken my bath.
What have I been doing whole day long? I have no clear idea about it... What have I done today?This is my third week and still, I'm day-dreaming in the class simply because I didn't do revision beforehand hence I couldn't catch up with the lectures. Arghhh
It's very hard to strike a balance in life with no self-control and discipline as well as good time management.I'm quite a playful girl who likes to explore everything in life.Hence, there're many things which caught my attention and deviate my interest from studies.The world's like a playground and there're still a lot of knowledge to be gained from. Oh well, flashing back only on today itself.Erm,I attended lectures from 10am to 11.30am. Lunch after that followed by badminton sessions in Uniten and debate trainings at night.
There're many activities recently and that always put me in dilemma. I do not know which one to prioritize because I'm pretty indecisive.Besides studies and activities, I need some leisure time with my friends too;
In the end, I ended-up half here and there.I do not know where do I belong and what am I good in because it's freaking hard for me to choose.
Indecisiveness! I will not let it to haunt me forever as Isabel told me, " The world won't stop revolving because of you" Yea!just choose according to the interest I guess? But again, rationalism, responsibilities versus interest and pleasure.
There're only 24 hours per day. Utilize it to the max! Not forgetting your own personal free time :) I spent only 2 hours in room today excluding the sleeping time but it was quite fun after all. Just that the feeling of guilt is eating me up for not being able to produce something beneficial and productive after two weeks, esp the lectures! Still floating and loathing around :(
What have I been doing whole day long? I have no clear idea about it... What have I done today?This is my third week and still, I'm day-dreaming in the class simply because I didn't do revision beforehand hence I couldn't catch up with the lectures. Arghhh
It's very hard to strike a balance in life with no self-control and discipline as well as good time management.I'm quite a playful girl who likes to explore everything in life.Hence, there're many things which caught my attention and deviate my interest from studies.The world's like a playground and there're still a lot of knowledge to be gained from. Oh well, flashing back only on today itself.Erm,I attended lectures from 10am to 11.30am. Lunch after that followed by badminton sessions in Uniten and debate trainings at night.
There're many activities recently and that always put me in dilemma. I do not know which one to prioritize because I'm pretty indecisive.Besides studies and activities, I need some leisure time with my friends too;
In the end, I ended-up half here and there.I do not know where do I belong and what am I good in because it's freaking hard for me to choose.
Indecisiveness! I will not let it to haunt me forever as Isabel told me, " The world won't stop revolving because of you" Yea!just choose according to the interest I guess? But again, rationalism, responsibilities versus interest and pleasure.
There're only 24 hours per day. Utilize it to the max! Not forgetting your own personal free time :) I spent only 2 hours in room today excluding the sleeping time but it was quite fun after all. Just that the feeling of guilt is eating me up for not being able to produce something beneficial and productive after two weeks, esp the lectures! Still floating and loathing around :(
Monday, July 6, 2009
It's the time of the year again where seniors are supposed to orientate the juniors. I often found this ridiculous and absurd as there're absolutely nothing wrong with the juniors and why should we bark or shout at them? They are young adults and have their own mentality and thinking, for sure.
Pinpointing and emphasizing on a small matter will only make things worse.Are they too free to repeat the same, small , insignificant mistakes oh no, I don't even think it's a mistake after all...Stand out and you'll see more. When're we going to break the vicious cycle of finding faults?
Pinpointing and emphasizing on a small matter will only make things worse.Are they too free to repeat the same, small , insignificant mistakes oh no, I don't even think it's a mistake after all...Stand out and you'll see more. When're we going to break the vicious cycle of finding faults?
Thursday, May 28, 2009
First CourseTrip
I never knew it can be that fun as you know;;; I've been to Genting for countless time. And this time, hooray;;;;;I managed to go into the casino though I'm not officially an adult yet.hahaa The experience of gambling is not any less scarier than risking your life because the money on the table is ahhemmm... your hard-earn money ;) Too bad we lost money and we decided to fully-utilized our only asset.tada!!! "the outdoor themepark wristband";;; We went on many rides of the thrilling games to throw out.
Ohh yea, I never knew my coursemates can be that fun too haaaa All nights of murderer and as usual, the accusation and defending session starts. And especially the batman /benman or whatever hahaa , superman and ultraman game made us laugh non-stop. Uh huh, they can become crazy people tooo No one wants to sleep, forcing their eyes wide-open at the wee hours of the morning. Everyone starts making fun of each other after the trip instead of keeping silence , keeping things to themselves. I don't know about them, at least I am :)
Ohh yea, I never knew my coursemates can be that fun too haaaa All nights of murderer and as usual, the accusation and defending session starts. And especially the batman /benman or whatever hahaa , superman and ultraman game made us laugh non-stop. Uh huh, they can become crazy people tooo No one wants to sleep, forcing their eyes wide-open at the wee hours of the morning. Everyone starts making fun of each other after the trip instead of keeping silence , keeping things to themselves. I don't know about them, at least I am :)
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