reflections

It's weekend again.

My heart ached when I see that;;;
till now only I know,
I am still living under your influence,
no matter how bad you treated me,
regardless of your hot and cold.

I've been ill-treated,
but will always forget about it,
when I see you,calls or texts;
Maybe,
it's time to ask myself,
Do I deserve all that;
or am I the one,
who expected too much from you?
who thinks too great of myself?

sigh;;
I don't know,
but I am not gonna live in the past memory,
that we called dreams.
I'm not going to anticipate for your calls anymore,
which I knew,
nothing will benefits me.

From this moment onwards,
I'm going to erase all the memories with you,
because your faults outdo your goods,
at least it doesn't convince me anymore;
why should we bother to spend time then?
Only one party will be satisfied.
Wastage of time and too much of false hopes.

Guard your heart and
you'll live happily.
Stop entertaining all the infactuations,
and love yourself more.