For the first time ever, I felt like under house-arrest.

For the first time in 4 years, I am sitting down here for more than 48 hours to do my assignments. My previous assignments are calculations-based, copy , refer and paste will do. Everybody will get the same answer anyhow.

I felt like I am in form 6 now, open my eyes-study-eat-continue to study-eat-study-sleep. So dead!

I think I have wasted much time complaining , day-dreaming,facebook-ing, chatting, thinking about the past, regretting, planning the future, etc. I think if much effort and concentration would have been placed into the process, the work can be finished earlier. Then I can go out! OMG POOR PLANNING OF TIME!

Well, I think I've grew stronger after a series of heartache too. I actually learnt to draw the line last time but fell back into it again without me knowing it. Those happy moments are actually intoxicating moment; memento happiness in exchange for eternal scars. Now that it is clear and obvious, I should know where the boundaries are. Well, I can always do the same thing with you but deep in my heart, I know what am I doing, that is more than enough to survive.

It is always never too late to reconstruct and rebuild the wall, encapsulate your heart with a protection shield. Treat people the way they treated you, fair and square. Don't be stupid to tolerate and accommodate.MY PRIORITIES TRIUMPHS ALL.

Also, you don't need to explain to the world, the one whom trust you will do, those who doesn't will never do. why bother? It's their mentality, not mine. Most importantly, you ; yourself must be clear and don't be lost again!! God bless me! :)