I'm struck by severe indecisiveness again. It's already May now.

But Tonight ...tonight is the night that I'm going to decide for myself.

I must be clear with what I want. To enter the workforce immediately or take a break for work and travel. Even if, by staying on the field or changing field.

I'm going to have great monolouge tonight. I've scribbled two full pages of self-conversation in my diary since morning.

Men can only progress after they are firm with the decision. There're pros and cons in everything, taking too long time to decide will not bring you to anywhere.