change, for a better me.

I'm a sucker myself in making decision, never for once grow after 4 years. Was like that 4 years ago when making decision on courses , now it relapsed. However, I didn't regret on any major decisions that I've made along the way. That shows that regardless of which path you take, there isn't something which is totally bad or totally good.

However, I thank God for sending matured and friends with far-visioned in my life to assist me. I've learnt that to suceed, you need to see a bigger picture. Try to step out from your circle, talk to more people, and you should know what to do next. Also, if you wanna improve yourself, you really need to talk to different people, not friends who are staying in the same comfort zone as you. Yes sometimes you're very happy but in quest of happiness you tend to be complacent and forgets what is the real focus. Hence people ended up laughing hard everyday without doing anything till they wake up to the reality. We need to have a balance for that.

Was thinking very hard these days when reality hits in, when job applications process is long and lengthy.

I've spoken to JunXing and WeiLun respectively. They have thrown me very good questions which forced myself to answer them at the end of the day. He asked me, " Did you really plan for future?" I gave him a sub-par answer, even then, he asked me, " did you execute it ? " "You're very good in planning for events but not for your own future!".Yes I miss the link here.

I chose to speak to junxing because I think he can predict things accurately albeit all the conflicts we had last time. The best thing about my coursemates is they ain't as confused compared to me. Yes I can multitask but when comes to decision making, I'm totally gone. He thinks that the 6k salary is not that lucrative can always find it in singapore." If you have 2% of doubts, better don't go." "If you like the environment, then go. " " If you love to explore, then choose somewhere you want in the future, don't be desperate and succumb to the only choice you have," explore more!" " I dont think you will end up there cause your thinking process is too long , that shows that you're trying to convince yourself very hard." "If you want to be independent , then can always go to places that suit you more!"

- A Libra needs people to unblock her mind on and off!- I will pick up the skills along the way. For now, I shall concentrate on the next stage of process without being bogged down by the what-if questions!

Yes, I know what to do now! I should channel my energy to the right thing.