It's 1.52am now. I can't believe that I have just taken my bath.
What have I been doing whole day long? I have no clear idea about it... What have I done today?This is my third week and still, I'm day-dreaming in the class simply because I didn't do revision beforehand hence I couldn't catch up with the lectures. Arghhh
It's very hard to strike a balance in life with no self-control and discipline as well as good time management.I'm quite a playful girl who likes to explore everything in life.Hence, there're many things which caught my attention and deviate my interest from studies.The world's like a playground and there're still a lot of knowledge to be gained from. Oh well, flashing back only on today itself.Erm,I attended lectures from 10am to 11.30am. Lunch after that followed by badminton sessions in Uniten and debate trainings at night.
There're many activities recently and that always put me in dilemma. I do not know which one to prioritize because I'm pretty indecisive.Besides studies and activities, I need some leisure time with my friends too;
In the end, I ended-up half here and there.I do not know where do I belong and what am I good in because it's freaking hard for me to choose.
Indecisiveness! I will not let it to haunt me forever as Isabel told me, " The world won't stop revolving because of you" Yea!just choose according to the interest I guess? But again, rationalism, responsibilities versus interest and pleasure.
There're only 24 hours per day. Utilize it to the max! Not forgetting your own personal free time :) I spent only 2 hours in room today excluding the sleeping time but it was quite fun after all. Just that the feeling of guilt is eating me up for not being able to produce something beneficial and productive after two weeks, esp the lectures! Still floating and loathing around :(
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