someone asked me, "if it is not real, why did you react in such a way that people will misunderstand you"

Did I subconciously do that? or Am I getting more irrational?

Cause I think it's pretty normal since the trend has been carried on for so many semesters.

Should I think twice next time, or should I just let it be. I don't know,just get so used to it. Coming out from the vicious cycle requires breaking of the routine.

Things has been proven and you're just too stubborn to believe it.