The Utter Disappointment

Why la..why does it has to be like that?Aiks...

The unduly truth now is I'm forced to cancel my most anticipated-trip for the year of 2009 due to some stupid changes of the exam dates! Can you imagine I bought the air ticket dated on 22nd and yet 22nd is the exam date itself? How could it be???!!! Was uncertain of what rules is the dean imposing till they have to brought the exam a week earlier.GRRRRRRR..

Arghhhh...I'm like on a whirlwind of emotions! Hopes of relaxing and enjoying by the seaside has been thorn into pieces! Hopes of gathering and sharing the stories has been blown away by the wind. Hopes of venturing into the virgin jungle has been burnt into ashes!The whole emotional changes is like on the peak to the valley! Things that you look forward to,,,suddenly.."boooomppppppp!". That's it.

Oh well, the only thing that I am praying so hard now, is the exam will start on the first and ends on the second day of the week; so that I still have 2 more days to meet you guys in Sarawak. If it's on the end of the week, ahhhh....

Oh yea, hopes and dreams do come true sometimes ;)

A Better Planning

I decided to stay in my hostel for more that a week.

The reason is, I discovered that I'm not doing anything productive by going back every week to enjoy the wonderful weekend.Meeting friends who are on vacation would make myself once think that I'm having holidays too! But the fact is not! Mid term exams is just as close as you can imagine!!

The feeling of dragging myself back to the hostel on every Monday morning is like...erm, the feeling of being woken up in the midst of sweet sweet dreams; waking up with a jolt indeed. The mood swings like, one minute you are like enjoying your holidays and the other minute, you gotta be well-prepared for the exams;)

Well, the best way to make things work now is by going back home fortnightly so that the mood change is adjustable to my hectic uni life ;)