UKM, I can't foresee the day I will leave you.

From complaining to adapting to enjoying, I have really learnt a lot.

I learnt to choose my own friends, friends that carved a smile on my face always. Friends that encourages me and brings out the best in me. There's no point of being stubborn and resist changes. Changes, are always for a better you!

Because of the condition, it further enhances my confidence. My skin is comparatively thick and so I learnt a lot. I know I suck , still I try my best in different arenas, and the end product is amazing. Though I'm not as good as people who have already mastered it, but at least my passion is growing and glowing!

One week more, I gotta leave, I'll leave with a heavy heart, for all the memories I had in all these years. Everyone has to move on, regardless of sad or happy. Being happy is a phase, so as sadness.

For all the people I have met in these four years, my debaters who never failed to bring fun and colours to my life with their ever-creative jokes , my KKM girls who never failed to show their love when I need them, my music gang and my badminton mates; I will miss you all dearly, like really :)

Thank you for the memories, UKM :')

Aww, I feel so like shedding tears now but no no no! The feeling is just momentarily , I need to grow up! I hate the feeling of saying Goodbye. A feeling that I need to deal with before the day comes. sighh.

Whenever I start studying , there will be 1001 distractions and I don't know why. MY mind starts to be creative whenever I want to study. I will

1. feel hungry therefore take my own sweet time to munch on snacks before I start, 30 mins gone; worst went out for supper, 1 hour gone; ( my glucose consumption is exceptionally high on study week, especially when there's a paper on the next day :/  )
2. go to the social networking sites, 30 mins gone
3.start to organise badminton, start to call people and book court, don't care, this is damnn super fun, 4 hours gone plus makan
4.skincare plus narcissism , 30 mins gone ( looking into the mirror and smiling by myself OMG)
5.go to the library and read newspaper, 1.5 hours gone
6.go to Dectar and play the piano plus reminiscent of the nostalgia, 1 hour gone. Thank God my music gang has graduated , if not it will be a total of 4 hours.
7.lie on the bed and daydream, 1 hour gone
8.wash clothes, another hour gone
9. look at the previous photos plus reminiscent again, 30 mins gone
10.take a walk and breathe in fresh air, 30 mins
11. leisurely walk to the mini-mart and buy snacks, 30 mins gone
12.call to disturb my sister, 30 mins gone
13.future popes into my mind
14.goes to May Yee's room and share the jokes, 30 mins gone
15. play with the cats/ observe the monkeys
16.sudden urge of spring cleaning the room ( it will never happen in normal days)
17.blogging ( has never been that hardworking)

OMGGG MAG! WAKE UP! THIS IS YOUR LAST SEMESTER, CAN YOU PLEASE DON'T TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED AND DO YOUR VERY BEST!! Though you have already secured a job in CANON, but you want something more, isn't it?!! You don't want to be tied down there right?!

Abide all these, life is fun ! :D The 1001 distractions mentioned are my positive vibes, it is better than my formal days, where my mind was so occupied by only a single him. Beat and Isa must be very happy to know this! hehee I've improved! yay! :D

I've learnt something too. Never afraid of asking - jerm chong. By asking , only you'll get what you want. If you keep things to yourself, hell knows what is in your mind. Also, You can only respond accordingly after you know the responses of people. Then only you can plan the next step. Foolish people will think how people respond without even asking. They'll make decisions on behalf of other party based on their negative assumptions.

 OKAY, I REALLY THINK I NEED TO RE-CHANNEL MY ENERGY TO WORK NOW.


Signing out,

Maggie

I have a dream.

I really do have a dream.

I don't know how the future is like, but I do love to do something that I love to do, something that I really interested in. I wanna live life, I don't wanna be a slave of life.

I'm not sure whether it is practical or not, but care less.

Now that I hold a degree in Chemical Engineering, I would really go to Boston, Berkeley School of Music to persuade my interest in flute as major, piano as minor. Not today, not tommorow, but it will definitely be in the near future! :)

Someday, I would really love to perform in the London Orchestra, regardless of how old am I. I just love the feeling when I'm performing on stage, when all eyes are on you, when all the melodies beautifully complement each other; even the slightest softest note you played could be heard, because in a piece, none of the instruments supercedes each other. Every tone and voice is equally important. Though your eyes got tearful and painful because of the super bright spotlight which shone straight to your eyes. but that matter less when it comes to passion. sighh, I just miss it! Those days, those practices, those aura and those applauses !



 I never forget the moment when I performed in Konsert Diraja back then. Everyone is wearing suits and the long black gown, elegantly confidently playing their instrument. We play like a family, with proper guidance and coaching. Now that I'm graduating and this will remain the best part of my uni life.

I'm gonna reconnect with Christine, to get all the information!