Festive seasons has always been great because
1. best time to catch up with relatives and old friends.( whom remind u of your dreams)
2. different gang of people whom give you different inspirations.
3.food and sleep always in abundance
4.it could be better if the weather is not so hot.
Mann! I felt so motivated to dream now and to realize the dreams. The world is so so big and it is very pathetic to confine yourself in a very small space ; realised how much I wasted my time in complaining in UKM about those real real minute peanutes LOL I'm graduating and will be getting in touch with the real world soon! I can go wherever I want to go, do whatever I want to. Singapore, UK , famous local companies and programmes, summer programmes, scholarships, part-time , networking, socialising, bragging, sports etc ahhh There're just so much things to do!The world is only mimited, by your imaginations!! :)
First off, I must make sure I write a good thesis and get good grades in my final semester! I must take care of this admist the fun! :D
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Again, I think he is nuisance.
Irrationality kills. By muttering hurtful words and sometimes violence. Showing signs of remorse or signs that try to mend the situation after that doesn't help to mend the wound at all. Not at all! What has been done, is already been; done. Very hurtful; sliced deep down into the heart. Lots of unhappy incidents will flash through thereafter.
I am always the one who get the most scoldings, even when having happy and fun conversations with my siblings. When we were happily chatting ; picturing things or imagining, suddenly I will get scoldings like ; "Can't you just shut your mouth? Your voice is damnn irratating! " Why? I thought 4 of us of are talking at the same time, why only my voice causes so much hatred then?
When confronted once, he will only say I treated everyone equally. I don't think so. Maybe he just doesn't like me subconsciously. Maybe he has way of showing love which we don't know. Anyhow, I got consumed by the scoldings more than the act of love.Time over time, I didn't really voice out my opinions much, just tell some when he is in good mood. It's better that way. The mood swings. I have to admit the fact that if I continue to think negatively like that, I will be someone who has very low self-esteem. I always have to fight this kind of situation, telling myself, it's ok, I still have people who respect and listen to my opinions and so. The world is big.
Even she get some unreasonable accusations; Maybe people who thinks that they are great and almighty will never admit their mistakes, thinks that the world is at fault except them. Order people even for some simple tasks. She has been understanding, or maybe numb?
I don't know. Having said all these, I knew that we will not meet again or so in the next life, I will still treasure the relationship God brought to us, there must be reasons behind they put us together in a family.
Anyhow, I am really glad that they brought the most funky people to me in the world : my brothers and sister! Yes, we will always quarrel; no doubt! ; sometimes over small matter or so; but nothing lasts more than a day. I just don't know why, after some time, we will get close. It's better than bottling up all your feelings by showing the good side of you. We will just shout at each other if we offend each other but after a while, we're sharing jokes again.
Man! I need someone who is patient to be my partner. If he is not patient, no point quarreling non-stop after the marriage, divorce is the only solutions then. I treat people like how I got treated. If you show me some act of generosity, patience; I will reciprocate a million. Else, vice versa. Bowing down to unreasonable accusations is pathetic. Poeple will only spread the love and joy if they feel so.
Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year.
Irrationality kills. By muttering hurtful words and sometimes violence. Showing signs of remorse or signs that try to mend the situation after that doesn't help to mend the wound at all. Not at all! What has been done, is already been; done. Very hurtful; sliced deep down into the heart. Lots of unhappy incidents will flash through thereafter.
I am always the one who get the most scoldings, even when having happy and fun conversations with my siblings. When we were happily chatting ; picturing things or imagining, suddenly I will get scoldings like ; "Can't you just shut your mouth? Your voice is damnn irratating! " Why? I thought 4 of us of are talking at the same time, why only my voice causes so much hatred then?
When confronted once, he will only say I treated everyone equally. I don't think so. Maybe he just doesn't like me subconsciously. Maybe he has way of showing love which we don't know. Anyhow, I got consumed by the scoldings more than the act of love.Time over time, I didn't really voice out my opinions much, just tell some when he is in good mood. It's better that way. The mood swings. I have to admit the fact that if I continue to think negatively like that, I will be someone who has very low self-esteem. I always have to fight this kind of situation, telling myself, it's ok, I still have people who respect and listen to my opinions and so. The world is big.
Even she get some unreasonable accusations; Maybe people who thinks that they are great and almighty will never admit their mistakes, thinks that the world is at fault except them. Order people even for some simple tasks. She has been understanding, or maybe numb?
I don't know. Having said all these, I knew that we will not meet again or so in the next life, I will still treasure the relationship God brought to us, there must be reasons behind they put us together in a family.
Anyhow, I am really glad that they brought the most funky people to me in the world : my brothers and sister! Yes, we will always quarrel; no doubt! ; sometimes over small matter or so; but nothing lasts more than a day. I just don't know why, after some time, we will get close. It's better than bottling up all your feelings by showing the good side of you. We will just shout at each other if we offend each other but after a while, we're sharing jokes again.
Man! I need someone who is patient to be my partner. If he is not patient, no point quarreling non-stop after the marriage, divorce is the only solutions then. I treat people like how I got treated. If you show me some act of generosity, patience; I will reciprocate a million. Else, vice versa. Bowing down to unreasonable accusations is pathetic. Poeple will only spread the love and joy if they feel so.
Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
recap of 2011
1. Got better results - 3.51 (yay!)
2. MASUM
3.Indonesia ASEAN student exchange
4. Prague Programme
5. Phuket
6. SUKEM swimming yay! the idea of motivating and encouraging your room mate. winning and losing is just a moment of fame.
7. internships
8. playing flute in convocation
9. friends' graduation
10.FESKAB badminton
11. loves badminton :)
I want to do better next year; but concentrating on the goals.
2. MASUM
3.Indonesia ASEAN student exchange
4. Prague Programme
5. Phuket
6. SUKEM swimming yay! the idea of motivating and encouraging your room mate. winning and losing is just a moment of fame.
7. internships
8. playing flute in convocation
9. friends' graduation
10.FESKAB badminton
11. loves badminton :)
I want to do better next year; but concentrating on the goals.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
A girl should always remain presentable and knowledgable.
By being presentable and pretty means :
1) No dark eye circles and weary eyes
2) Dry Skin Condition
3) No Messy Hair
4) No Obviously dehydarated skin and huge pores
All these are signs of you neglect youself due to busy routine or whatsoever.
So we must :
1) Eat more fruits. ( 5 servings per day)
2) Sleep before 1am! Target of the year!
3) Lotion your body thoroughly
4) Apply facial cream regularly
5) Swim regularly to remove the stubborn abbs!
6) Apply hair conditioner
7) Food supplements
8) Do things that excite you and ignore things that bored you or bring you down.
By being KNOWLEDGEABLE :
1) TIME MANAGEMENT. Do things faster! Don't slack here and there!
2) Make sure you acheieve your target of the week. ( Modelling and mesh independence!)
3) Expose yourself more by working part time or exchange programme. The world is always a playground.
4) Don't be stubborn and in denial.
5) Don't hover on the past, live on the presence.
6) Read more newspaper!
People are only interesting when they are clear with their directions, know what they are doing, and shows result at the end of the day by not having the worn-out face.Be presentable and knowledgable.
MOVE MOVE MARCH TOWARDS YOUR TARGET!
By being presentable and pretty means :
1) No dark eye circles and weary eyes
2) Dry Skin Condition
3) No Messy Hair
4) No Obviously dehydarated skin and huge pores
All these are signs of you neglect youself due to busy routine or whatsoever.
So we must :
1) Eat more fruits. ( 5 servings per day)
2) Sleep before 1am! Target of the year!
3) Lotion your body thoroughly
4) Apply facial cream regularly
5) Swim regularly to remove the stubborn abbs!
6) Apply hair conditioner
7) Food supplements
8) Do things that excite you and ignore things that bored you or bring you down.
By being KNOWLEDGEABLE :
1) TIME MANAGEMENT. Do things faster! Don't slack here and there!
2) Make sure you acheieve your target of the week. ( Modelling and mesh independence!)
3) Expose yourself more by working part time or exchange programme. The world is always a playground.
4) Don't be stubborn and in denial.
5) Don't hover on the past, live on the presence.
6) Read more newspaper!
People are only interesting when they are clear with their directions, know what they are doing, and shows result at the end of the day by not having the worn-out face.Be presentable and knowledgable.
MOVE MOVE MARCH TOWARDS YOUR TARGET!
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
waohh, how can people be so smart to turn the table around just within seconds, leaving the person startled for a while before responding. He has no preparations to answer those accusations. Only those who are involved knew who is at fault, but the accuser makes it sound like it was the other party's fault in front of everyone. So intentional!
I've seen the real life incident, not in working life, but in university.
Never share any of your things to people like this because it's dangerous and they won't appreciate them at all though! Laughing hard and silly doesn't help to cover the mistakes.
I've seen the real life incident, not in working life, but in university.
Never share any of your things to people like this because it's dangerous and they won't appreciate them at all though! Laughing hard and silly doesn't help to cover the mistakes.
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