~ Drugs~

Drugs : We defined something or someone as drugs when we knew, deep in our heart ; they're bad and yet we're willing to do it for the thrill and excitement.

Every time you're going to do it, you'll tell and warn yourself that this is the last time;;; this is the last time you're doing it; no next time.

And yet after you did it, you will feel incredibly happy and too hooked on and anticipating for the next time.

Rationalism races with Fantasies

Someone please tell me;;; When will I break the vicious cycle...

First CourseTrip

I never knew it can be that fun as you know;;; I've been to Genting for countless time. And this time, hooray;;;;;I managed to go into the casino though I'm not officially an adult yet.hahaa The experience of gambling is not any less scarier than risking your life because the money on the table is ahhemmm... your hard-earn money ;) Too bad we lost money and we decided to fully-utilized our only asset.tada!!! "the outdoor themepark wristband";;; We went on many rides of the thrilling games to throw out.

Ohh yea, I never knew my coursemates can be that fun too haaaa All nights of murderer and as usual, the accusation and defending session starts. And especially the batman /benman or whatever hahaa , superman and ultraman game made us laugh non-stop. Uh huh, they can become crazy people tooo No one wants to sleep, forcing their eyes wide-open at the wee hours of the morning. Everyone starts making fun of each other after the trip instead of keeping silence , keeping things to themselves. I don't know about them, at least I am :)

* Nags*..XD

Why am I here at the first place? For that two hours lectures per day? Basically, this sem 3 is more like a time-wasting short sem.Imagine 24 hours per day, and they keep us here;;; for that only 2 hours per day. Where goes the other 22 hours?Online? Facebook? Bowling? Chit-chatting and discovering the bads afterwards? Sleep? Eat? argghhh...Don't ask me to kill the bore by joining the Convocation Organising Comittee or any other meetings, it makes me feels even suicidal.

Don't know how many people has complaint about the boredom of sem 3? It's even unfair for them who stays in East Malaysia as they're trapped here for basically, hmmm for no reasons?

Initially, there're trainings but too bad UPM has procrastinates the dates for GSD and it makes me a dull kid now.How I hope there are trainings now;) I could have done a lot of things if not for this short sem; at least I can brush up my skills for my piano and flute by practising and practising. Then I can play lotsa songs which I intended to play since last sem;And I can meet up with my friends to tell them my stories throughout the year or chill around with nice nice movies. Also, I can work to earn some pocket money; or perhaps I could do some volunteering work as it gives me inspirations therefore aspires! The worst thing is, the exam week has been brought forward to suit the orientation week and it clashes with my holiday plans again!!~

Seee;; 2 hours of lectures per day and so much so as I don't want it to happen, the exam week happened. Anyway,Thank God I went to Jakarta for the first week, and it was really a nice and memorable trip with awesome travelmates!!!Funny people hahaa It even makes me feels awkward to get back to uni as I'm used to seeing my travelmates rather than my coursemates. I miss the holidays! :)



I sounded sarcastic and ironic?

Someone reminded me, "Don't forget, you; yourself who chose this path where you could have choose the other. No one forced you" . right! you're right!!!, you hit me;;; If this is what I chose, I have no regrets. I'm looking forward to my days after graduation haa!

In the meantime, I think I can cultivate my reading habit,;or play badminton since the court during holidays are quite empty;or swim for it's near;rather than loathing around;aimlessly.

Nor should I always recall the past happiness; memories are meant to be forgotten.