I think in every funeral I attended, it brins a valuable lesson to me and it serves a s a reminder that people should really live their life.My cousin's grandma passes away ath the age of 95 and in a good way. J am happy for her. In the funeral later, I am expevting to see her happy face instead of sad ones.Her smiles seem like yesterday.Life is short yet interesting. it a foolish to complain about life but not live out of it. life is short, do whatever you want to do. i am so glad I am still alive and having the freedom to catch dreams. and the process is indeed a fun one though there arre many bumps; You see some supportive friends and those positive friends who will walk you out from darkness and turns every disaster to laughter !

The Eyes

I hate people who give me the sad and sympathetic expression upon me telling them things.
At the end of the day, I have to console you back though I am the victim itself wth. And when you smile, they said, just don't force yourself smile, just cry. I meant I feel sad, but after I have shared my problems out, I will no longer be sad and is alive again.

I seek solace and solution but most importantly POSITIVE ENERGY that's why I am talking to you.

Can't you have better face than the elongated one ? or better don't act at all.

Some friends are just good where they turn every disaster to celebrations, these people are definitely my circle of friends lol

There's no dead-end in the world, you can be sad or happy however you want. You define your own emotion. Your choice.

Aura and Environment

I always believe, if you have bad or unfortunate thoughts in mind, it will realise itself in a form or so. Likewise. If you always think that you're poor, complaining of not enough to spend without putting much effort, things will just happen.

It happened to me and my family so frequently, especially in this year. My dad has always been paranoid of his car being stolen and always tried to put the car at home by all means. Hilux tops the stealing list anyway. And now, it happens !

We are so speechless that why robbers always run scot-free in the country as my house just got broke into last month. Both my sister and I think our parents should stop being negative and embrace life instead. Imagine hearing a great sigh in the morning, everyday. However positive the siblings are, we can only do so much to pass our energy around.

To certain extremities, I felt that it is a compelling need to leave the country; as I always wanted to since young. I always love to explore new things and culture, and all these things are just confirming my decision. I don't want to work too hard, I need a nice life and a nice government of course. Everyone is living on the same Earth and Thank God I am healthy and have the energy to fight for my rights. People shape their own future, but it takes time. Know where you are going, what you want and you'll get there eventually. I will leave and I will earn great money to afford another house for them at least and better, to get a new life and convince everyone to move over, especially my best friends who will cherish me and makes me smile all the time !
I miss my uni life like really - where smiling is the only thing I do everyday !

I am too disappointed with the government of the increasing inflation rate. I thrive on lively environment, not an environment where faces are curved downwards.

I love Kuala Lumpur, but not in a way like this.

And now I need to calm down; patching pieces of the disappointed heart and continue with life without fear. To concentrate on my deliverables in the evening. I doubt so. I am amazed by my own ability to recover - just like the previous incident. I don't understand why people succumbed to evilness where they are perfectly fit, not that they are disabled.The morale is just so low.

I am still glad that my family members are fine though.