Wednesday, July 22, 2009

*** Is Very Touched***

To celebrate Abang Midun's birthday, we went out for dinner.

He didn't know the purpose of the outing, and when three of us treated him a meal, he felt so touched and erm sorry I would say?

Later he insisted on going to a hypermarket and bought us something to reciprocate us. I meant , isn't this is his birthday and he could easily say thank you and some appreciation words to save all these trouble.Three of us stunned there, the feeling of bliss and contended are there.I felt so full today and even burp in the car.LOL



To all,these stuffs couldn't be more ordinary than any other things else.And to a vain person like me, these things will never caught my attention but not till now.LOL The funny part is he packed them into three plastic bags and gave one of us each, like Santa Claus hahaa.


Not to be racist, sometimes Malays are better off than Chinese in the sense of the warmth and sincerity they showered their friends. He's not any richer but are willing to spend on us. In comparison, people always mumbled and grumbled that they're broke, they're poor etc but still on a spending spree, ain't they? Contradicting!




Long live our friendships which roots from the Indonesia trip! :)

Monday, July 20, 2009

Disorganised!! Disorientated!!!

It's 1.52am now. I can't believe that I have just taken my bath.

What have I been doing whole day long? I have no clear idea about it... What have I done today?This is my third week and still, I'm day-dreaming in the class simply because I didn't do revision beforehand hence I couldn't catch up with the lectures. Arghhh

It's very hard to strike a balance in life with no self-control and discipline as well as good time management.I'm quite a playful girl who likes to explore everything in life.Hence, there're many things which caught my attention and deviate my interest from studies.The world's like a playground and there're still a lot of knowledge to be gained from. Oh well, flashing back only on today itself.Erm,I attended lectures from 10am to 11.30am. Lunch after that followed by badminton sessions in Uniten and debate trainings at night.

There're many activities recently and that always put me in dilemma. I do not know which one to prioritize because I'm pretty indecisive.Besides studies and activities, I need some leisure time with my friends too;

In the end, I ended-up half here and there.I do not know where do I belong and what am I good in because it's freaking hard for me to choose.

Indecisiveness! I will not let it to haunt me forever as Isabel told me, " The world won't stop revolving because of you" Yea!just choose according to the interest I guess? But again, rationalism, responsibilities versus interest and pleasure.

There're only 24 hours per day. Utilize it to the max! Not forgetting your own personal free time :) I spent only 2 hours in room today excluding the sleeping time but it was quite fun after all. Just that the feeling of guilt is eating me up for not being able to produce something beneficial and productive after two weeks, esp the lectures! Still floating and loathing around :(

Monday, July 6, 2009

It's the time of the year again where seniors are supposed to orientate the juniors. I often found this ridiculous and absurd as there're absolutely nothing wrong with the juniors and why should we bark or shout at them? They are young adults and have their own mentality and thinking, for sure.

Pinpointing and emphasizing on a small matter will only make things worse.Are they too free to repeat the same, small , insignificant mistakes oh no, I don't even think it's a mistake after all...Stand out and you'll see more. When're we going to break the vicious cycle of finding faults?